An Open Letter to My Sister
I've never had to deal with tragedy or grief before. I've never felt like I've lost anything. Until now. I don't know what the next few months will be like. I don't know what purpose God has for me here in the US. I don't know why things happened the way they did. But what I do know is this: I just want to be faithful. Your mantra during your fight against cancer has become my mantra for the rest of my life. It's not just something that I hope I'll remember, it's not something I'm doing in honor of your memory, and it's not a lesson that I learned from you. Your example reminded me again of who I am, and so I just want to be faithful because it is the deepest desire of my heart. It is an expression of who I am. I just want to be faithful. I want to be faithful in teaching my children who God is and how to walk in his truth. I want to be faithful in loving my wife, in the being the spiritual leader in our home. In my workplace, I want to be faithful and not be ashamed of Jesus but to share the Gospel through my words, my actions, and my attitude. In every aspect of my life, in every choice that I make, I want to be faithful. And in those times when I fail, when I fall short, when I am unfaithful, I want to confess my sins and return to my faithful Father. To our good, good Father.
I love you, Sarah, and I miss you SO MUCH. But you're with Jesus now, and you are once again setting an example that I will one day follow: an eternity of worshiping him and living joyfully in his presence.
Love,